Cloud the "best dog ever"

Yo whats up, 


Today is the 1 year anniversary of having to put my dog Cloud down. Now sure some of you might just say, awwwe I am so sorry to hear that. But some times that isn't what I want to hear. I remember that day like it was yesterday. I woke up and the house it smelled really bad. 


I thought today is probably going to be the day.  I had known for months that he was sick and needed some kind of medical care, we didn't have the money. I cherished  everyday that we had left together. My dog oddly enough was like my best friend, always there with me. He used to just know when I was having a bad day he would just sit by me. Talk about a best friend, he made sure I would wake up in the morning. But that morning he didn't even bark, I knew something was wrong. When I smelled the dog poop I knew something was wrong. and I saw him that morning and well I knew it. So I still went to school (now I don't think I shouldn't have). I kissed him on the head one more time like I always did before I left. When I went down the drive way I let the flood gates loose so to speak. 


Went to school didn't pay attention. I had to stay on campus to go get a passport, and that took longer than I expected. I had to wait for my aunt and was freaking out the whole  time. I rushed home and went like 95 on the highway at one point. It felt just at the time. Got home and park my car side ways on the driveway and my dad told me all I could say is I know. I got in the car and just petted cloud until we got there. Then I picked up my dog, held him, and bathed him in my tears. When we got there after we did everything you do when you go to the vet. I couldn't say or do anything besides cry, and pet Cloud. a week before I said goodbye to him and did that whole thing, because I didn't know he was going to last. 
I remember going home and going downstairs, I sat there for 3 hours just crying, praying and wondering. I cuddled with the blanket I carried him in the vet with.  


My dog had a lot of personality Cloud was the only dog I had ever seen smile.  He was a dog that would just make you smile by watching him. 


Here is to Cloud "the best dog ever" How missed you are, 


Bobby