Well it has been about a month and a few weeks since I last Blogged, I am sorry for that I have just been super busy and have not had a lot of time to blog. You can tell by the title I have a lot to blog about. And 1st I want to talk abut Separation/Divorce. I want to talk as the child in what is going on. My parents are now officially separated, meaning in a year they will get divorced. I don't feel that it is my fault because I can't change people. My parents are much of the same but completely different than who they were when they met. My dad is still quite and my mom is loud. But my mom is more religious and well my dad didn't change with her. My mom is trying to be more indepdent my dad just wants to be happy. But I as the child feel like my family is falling apart. I am 18 1/2 so all my life my parents have been together. And I love both of them, and I know that they both want out of the marriage. Maybe I am ahead in my years like in most things, but I don't see why it was never fixed. When it was going to be it didn't work, because they didn't trust each other. I sit here on my bed and think about my childhood, and how they never hid their arguments and sometimes it got nasty. But I always thought they would be strong in everything. And now that is not the case I feel cold and sad, angry and want to hit something really hard my head or a walk Maybe even a chalkboard. But it wouldn't help it would be hell on me and I know it will be.
It says in the bible that God won't give you anything you can't handle. Or in Matthew 19:26 With God all things are possible. Which means that you can to anything as long as you relay on The G-O-D.
I ask you all reading this to pray for my family and I that we can get though this civilly and no one be hurt and everyone be healed. Also for all those dealing with divorce.
But with that being a cross in my life I still have a lot of blessings:
Having the LOVE of both parents no matter what
Not having to be a middle person anymore
having the LOVE of a wonderful Girlfriend in Michelle
Being a God Father (with no mob though)
Living in America
Being able to walk talk hear and see
Playing guitar, and being able to write songs
Going to a great school
LIFE TEEN
having a great core and teen core, friends and 2 great presits
Music
Sports
Having a great childhood
Being able to beathe and laugh
No one has deid recently in my family or family friends
the quickly approaching 2yr. for Michelle and I
Having a pillow to lay my head on and a great bed
Being able to think clearly
Having Gods Love
Having Free will
Jesus dieing so that we can be with him in heaven
the holy sprite coming
Hot water
A warm house
I guess I will take one cross for 30 blessings
Love Everybody
~Bobby
