Thursday, May 03, 2012

Maybe it is True



Today I finished reading the "Hunger Games" series for the second time. Though this processes there are a lot of parallels I could draw from our society to the one that Susan Collins created. If you know nothing about Hunger Games, where have you been in the past 3 months???. More seriously Here is a quick summary.
It is the Story of two kids and how they go from kids to adults and lead a rebellion over the over opressive capitol. And how they become unwilling faces of the rebellion.

The first time I read the books I read them for pure plessure. it was all about just reading them because some friends were also reading the books.  The second time it was fueled by the movie coming out and the fact that my fiance (Michelle, yes we are engaged) was reading them as well. So I started the journey again, and decided to read them to really analyze them. Like I would for a history or english class. I came to a few relatzations.

1. We are on a road where this could really happen, a rebellion I mean. Look at us as a Country we are falling apart and every day I feel like we are falling further and further back to where we should be. Our Government almost shut down, and we all just sat back and watched what they were doing. Which amounted to nothing. I think in the next 100 years we truly could be fighting for a new government.

2. The role I play in the world, what kind of man am I. I like to say I am Peeta which is the male lead. It isn't for the same reasons if I was young which would amount to he is the leader. But It is just his character, When I look at myself in the mirror I see myself as this: Some one who doesn't want a super mega Juggernaut to rule me. I don't want to be apart of anyone's games and when I die I hope people remember me as me. I think I have a self deprecating humor about me that is apart of my charm. I am not afraid of looking like a fool or weird, in fact I embrace it. So in some ways I am Peeta.

3. We need to stop watching reality TV, it is ruining us.  We have a lot of shows on Television today that having nothing positive about them. Jersey Shore, American Idol, Survivor, 16 and Pregnant, and Teen Mom. We watch them to laugh because it is funny. Look at American Idol for instance, I can honestly say that I have not watched it in the past 3 years for the Talent. I have watched to laugh at the people who think they can sing but can't and freak out. I watched 10 seconds of Jersey Shore just to see Snooki get punched in the face. I could go on but I think you get the point. We spend too much time watching "reality" TV when there is nothing true about it.   I once heard Matt Smith give a talk at a Stubenvillie Summer Conference.  He was talking about his "Real World" experience, and if you didn't know "The Real World" was a show on MTV and was one of the first reality TV shows. He briefly talked about the people on the show and how MTV will never have some one like him on the show again because he goes and even on the show to daily Mass. it insprised everyone to go to their respective denominational Church. It really mixed things up but he wasn't crazy enough.  They even said to him they couldn't make "that mistake again".   They did not like how the show was't like all of the other seasons. Because one man had the guts to bring some change.


Today it all made sense to me. There is a quote in Mocking Jay the third book of the series, and I don't know if I missed it or just didn't care about it during the first read though but it goes like this:

..."Now we're in that sweet period where everyone agrees that our recent horros should never be repeated,"..."But collective thinking is usually short lived. We're fickle, stupid beings with poor memories and a great gift for self destruction. Although who knows? Maybe this will be it,..."-Plutarch


Maybe what struck me is how true it really is. We keep making the same mistakes, not just in this country but abroad.   We are the people making the choices God just gives us the choices.

God Bless America, give us the wisdom to learn from our mistakes and not commit them again.




Sunday, January 08, 2012

Just wanted to say a few things

In the midst of our lives Jesus isn't just a friend but a healer. He is the man who came and was born in the most humblest of ways in a manger then died in the most humblest of ways on a cross. He will carry you when times are tough and things don't seem to go your way. This year Christmas was a busy time for me. I had A LOT on my plate. I was working A LOT in electronics and things just didn't seem to be going my way. The days were long and the work not easy, but it all worked out. A week before Christmas I was just praying for it to be over so the customers would be gone and then I could get work done cleaning and such. In my head I just wanted to write off Christmas, because it seemed like a moot point. I was very close to not putting up a tree and just saying who cares this year it means nothing to me. Then Michelle said some thing that hit me in the gut, she said "Why are you being such a scrooge this year"....and I thought about it. That isn't me, I am known for always laughing, smiling, and just having a good time. So in 3 days I gained back all my Christmas joy, because I realized what it is about. It isn't about the hot item, it isn't about then new game or game system. Those things are nice and it is fun to unwrap things and have cool new stuff. But it is about a baby some thing so simple coming into all of our lives to be born to die and to be raised. I think as people we often struggle to look at things that way. We forget what it is about especially those in retail, because we live in the Hell (for lack of a better word) that is the Christmas shopping season from Thanksgiving/black Friday-Christmas eve. 30 days total that we go into it for 5 days a week at least some even more. But remember what it is all really about The Beginning of our faith.

Another thought, we all have are moments of trouble those moments when we sin a lot. That is life we are all born with the innate ability to want to rebel from what we should do and we try to go along with what society tells us we should be doing. I wish I had the anwsers to say this is how you stop doing things like that but I don't. Some thing that helps me get through those times is this poem:

One night I had a dream--
I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord
and across the sky flashed scenes from my life.
For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints,
one belonged to me and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of my life flashed before me,
I looked back at the footprints in the sand.
I noticed that many times along the path of my life,
there was only one set of footprints.
I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest
and saddest times in my life.
This really bothered me and I questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you would walk with me all the way,
but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life
there is only one set of footprints.
"I don't understand why in times when I needed you most,
you should leave me."
The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child,
I love you and I would never, never leave you
during your times of trial and suffering.
"When you saw only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."

~Bobby